Who? Where? When?

I want to just yell. scream until I lose my voice. God, please give me a sign of some sort. What is my problem? I'm not doing anything right!! You introduce me to all these people and I just want to meet him already. I want to feel what it's like to be kissed. I want to be hugged all the time and get into stupid little arguments over nothing. I want to have that feeling of being "in love." Who is this guy you have for me? Is he here? Will I meet him in college? when? When? WHEN.... will I ever meet this man? God, I tell you, I can't wait for the day. I love him so much already and I don't even know him.